Monday, Mar. 29, 2004 - 10:27 a.m.
Alright, I suck. I was going to write a long entry about the past...month or so and how it went well, and I was feeling ok at work and good about living here away from so many of my loved ones. But instead, for now, I'm in a bad mood I guess and can only dwell on that for a moment.
My job officially feels like it's going nowhere and therefore I know more than ever that I need to find a new one. Because if I'm going to be poor, I at least need to feel like there's some sense of accomplishment driving the poorness.
But reading this article from the Village Voice really drove a lot home that I'd pretty much been coming to realize anyway.
Having money concerns feels kind of like having the breath pulled out of your lungs. It's also like a great weight.
One hour later:
So, I've basically been fired. They gave me a month in case I have financial issues and rent and stuff. Needless to say I'm kind of pissed and depressed.
